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El monseñor Charles Chiniquy nació en Kamuraska, Provincia de Quebec, el 2 de julio de 1809 y murió en Montreal, Canadá, el 16 de enero de 1899.

Nací en 1809 en la iglesia católica y romana y fui ordenado sacerdote en 1833. Por veinticinco años fui sacerdote y digo con toda franqueza que amaba a la iglesia y ella me amaba a mi. Estaba dispuesto a derramar sangre por mi iglesia, y habría dado mil veces mi vida por extender su poder y dignidad en todo el continente americano y en el mundo. Mi gran ambición era convertir a los protestantes, porque así se me enseñó y así prediqué, que fuera de Roma no había salvación. Me entristecía mucho que aquellas multitudes de protestantes tendrían que perderse.

Cuando yo era pequeño, nos mudamos a un lugar en donde no había escuelas. Mi querida madre fue mi primera maestra, y el primer libro en que me enseñó a leer fue la Biblia. Cuando tenía ocho o nueve años, leía el divino Libro con increíble placer y mi corazón se arrobaba con la hermosura de la Palabra de Dios. Mi madre escogía los capítulos, y yo ponía una atención tal que muchas veces rehusaba jugar con los muchachos para solazarme con el placer que me producía la lectura del Santo Libro. Me gustaban algunos capítulos más que otros, y los aprendía de memoria.

Mi madre murió repentinamente, y poco después la Biblia desapareció de la casa. Probablemente algún sacerdote había enviado a otro para que se la llevara. Aquella Biblia es la raíz de toda la historia de mi conversión. Fue la luz puesta en mi alma siendo yo joven, y gracias a Dios que esa luz nunca se ha extinguido. Es a aquella querida Biblia, por la misericordia de Dios, que debo el gozo inefable que siento de estar entre los redimidos, entre aquellos que beben de la fuente de la pura verdad.

Pero quizás diréis, "¿No permiten los sacerdotes catolicorromanos que sus feligreses lean la Biblia?" Sí, y doy gracias a Dios que así es; y es probable que se jacten de este privilegio. Es un hecho que hoy, casi por todo el mundo, se concede permiso de leer la Biblia, y encontraréis la Biblia en las casas de muchos católicos.

Pero una vez que hemos confesado esto debemos decir la verdad. Cuando el sacerdote de Roma pone una Biblia en las manos de sus feligreses, o recibe una de su iglesia, hay una condición. Es que él y ellos pueden leer la Biblia, pero jamas interpretarla. Cuando fui ordenado sacerdote jure que interpretaría las Escrituras conforme al consenso unánime de los Santos Padres.

Luego, amigos, id a los católicos que conocéis y preguntadles si tienen permiso para leer ese libro. Dirán, "Sí, puedo leerlo”. Pero preguntadles, "¿Tendréis permiso para interpretarlo?" Os dirán, "¡Oh! no”. La iglesia dice al sacerdote, y él al pueblo, que es un pecado condenable.

Esta es la verdad acerca de la situación de nuestros amigos en ese sistema. Ellos tienen muchas Biblias y encontrareis muchas sobre las mesas de los sacerdotes, pero entre diez mil sacerdotes no hay dos que lean la Biblia desde el principio hasta el fin y que le pongan atención. Leen unas pocas páginas aquí y allí, y eso es todo.

La Biblia no era un libro sellado para mí. La había encontrado preciosa a mi corazón cuando era pequeño, y cuando sacerdote la leía para ser fuerte. Admito que mi gran objetivo era el de confundir a los protestantes. Estudiaba a fondo el libro Los Santos Padres para prepararme para la batalla que deseaba librar. Lo hice para fortalecer mi fe en mi iglesia.

Pero, bendito sea Dios, siempre que leía la Biblia había una voz misteriosa que me decía, "¿No ves que no sigues las enseñanzas de la Palabra de Dios, sino sólo descansas en las tradiciones de hombres?" En las calladas horas de la noche, cuando la oía, yo vertía lagrimas, pero ello se repetía. Yo quería vivir y morir en la fe católica, apostólica y romana, y le rogaba a Dios que acallara aquella voz, pero tenía la fuerza del trueno. Cuando leía su Palabra Él trataba de romper mis cadenas. Venía con su luz salvadora, pero yo la rehusaba.

No les guardo rencor a los sacerdotes. Algunos pensaréis que sí, pero estáis equivocados. A veces lloro por ellos, porque se que aquellos pobres hombres, así como yo hacía, están luchando contra el Señor y que son tan miserables como lo era yo. Si os relato una de las luchas de que hablo entenderéis lo que es ser sacerdote de Roma.

En Montreal hay una espléndida catedral con capacidad de quince mil personas. Acostumbraba yo predicar allí. Un día el obispo me pidió que predicara sobre la Virgen María, y tuve mucho gusto de hacerlo. En ocasión de una gran festividad prediqué delante de los obispos lo que pensaba era la verdad y lo que los sacerdotes enseñan. He aquí una parte del sermón:

Amigos míos, cuando un hombre se ha rebelado contra su rey, cuando ha cometido un gran crimen contra su emperador, ¿viene solo a hablarle? Si tiene que pedirle un favor, ¿intenta en tales circunstancias comparecer solo ante su presencia? No, el rey le rechazaría ¿Que hacer? Escoge a uno de los amigos del rey. Pone la petición en sus manos y ellos van a hablar en favor del culpable. Piden perdón para él, aplacan la ira del rey, y a menudo éste le concede el favor al culpable que habría rehusado de otra manera.

Todos somos pecadores; todos hemos ofendido al poderoso Rey de reyes. Hemos hollado sus leyes bajo nuestros pies y sin dudá Él está airado contra nosotros. ¿Que podemos hacer ahora? ¿Iremos a él con las manos llenas de iniquidades? ¡No! Pero gracias a Dios que tenemos a María, la madre de Jesús, nuestro Rey, a su diestra. Como un buen hijo, Él nunca rehusa un favor a María. Nunca le negó ninguna petición que ella le hizo cuando estuvo en la tierra. Jamás la rechazó de manera alguna.

¿Donde está el hijo que rehusaría un favor a su madre querida cuando podría hacerla gozar, concediéndole lo que ella desea? Luego, os digo, que Jesús no es sólo el Hijo de Dios, sino el Hijo de María, y Él ama a su madre, y jamás le negará ningún favor en el día de hoy. ¡Ah! nosotros no podemos presentarnos delante del gran Rey, cubiertos como estamos de iniquidad. Presentemos nuestras peticiones a su santa madre; ella misma irá a los pies de Jesús, y sin duda recibirá los favores que pide. Ella pedirá a Jesús que os perdone vuestras iniquidades, y Él os dará cualquier cosa que su madre le pidiere.


Mis oyentes quedaron tan contentos ante la idea de tal abogado a los pies de Jesús que vertieron lágrimas. Pensaba yo en ese tiempo que aquella no sólo era la religión de Cristo, sino de la lógica también, y que nada podría decirse en su contra.

Después del discurso el Obispo se me acerco y me bendijo; dio las gracias, diciendo que el sermón haría mucho bien en Montreal.

Aquella noche caí de rodillas y tomé mi Biblia. Mi corazón estaba lleno de gozo por causa del buen discurso. Leí en San Mateo 12:46 estas palabras: "Estando aún él hablando a las gentes, he aquí su madre y sus hermanos estaban fuera, que le querían hablar. Y le dijo uno: He aquí tu madre y tus hermanos están fuera, que te quieren hablar. Y respondiendo él al que le decía esto, dijo: ¿Quién es mi madre y quiénes son mis hermanos? Y extendiendo su mano hacia sus discípulos, dijo: He aquí mi madre y mis hermanos. Porque todo aquel que hiciere la voluntad de mi Padre que está en los cielos, ese es mi hermano, y hermana y madre”.

Cuando hube leído aquellas palabras vino una voz más terrible que la del trueno, diciendo, "Chiniquy, tú predicaste una mentira esta mañana cuando decías que María había recibido de Jesús siempre los favores que le pedía. ¿No ves que María viene a pedir un favor, esto es de ver a su hijo, durante cuya ausencia ella había estado sola, debido a que Él había dejado la casa por muchos meses para salir a predicar el Evangelio ?"

Cuando María llego a donde Jesús estaba predicando, el lugar estaba tan apianado que ella no pudo entrar. Levanta la voz y le pide que vaya a verla. Jesús oye la voz de su madre, y con sus divinos ojos la ve. ¿Le concede su petición? No. Él cierra los oídos y no atiende a la súplica. Este es un rechazamiento público y ella lo siente.

La gente se asombra. Están cavilando, casi escandalizados. Se vuelven a Cristo y le preguntan por qué no va a hablar con su madre. ¿Qué dice Él? No da respuesta, sino esta extraordinaria: "¿Quién es mi madre y quiénes son mis hermanos?" Y mirando a sus discípulos, dice: "He aquí mi madre y mis hermanos y hermanas”. En cuanto a María, la había rechazado.

Entonces la voz me hablo de nuevo, diciendo que leyera San Marcos 3:31 al 35. Habréis encontrado que Marcos dice que Jesús rechazó a su madre. Leed Lucas 8:19 al 21. Lucas dice que Él no concedió su petición. Leí que Jesús mientras fue niño obedeció a José y a su madre; pero tan pronto como se presentó ante el mundo como el Hijo de Dios, el Salvador del mundo, María tenía que desaparecer. Los ojos del mundo deben volver hacia él solo para recibir luz y vida.

La voz me habló toda la noche: "Chiniquy, Chiniquy, tú dijiste esta mañana una mentira, fábulas y cosas sin sentido. Predicaste en contra de las Escrituras cuando dijiste que María tiene el poder para conceder de parte de Jesús cualquier favor”. Lloré pero no dormí.

Al día siguiente fui a tomar el desayuno con el obispo Prince, el coadjutor. Él me dijo: "M. Chiniquy, su apariencia es como si hubiera llorado toda la noche”.

"Señor mío, si encuentra usted en mi rostro las lágrimas de la desolación, no se equivoca. Estoy afligido sobremanera; mi corazón esta triste”.

"¿Qué le pasa?" preguntó.

"¡Ay! yo no puedo decirle aquí”, le contesté. "¿Me permite hablar una hora con usted a solas? Le contaré un misterio que lo inquietará”.

Después del desayuno, en su cuarto, le dije: "Ayer usted me alabó mucho por el discurso que pronuncié para probar que Jesús siempre había concedido las peticiones de su madre; señor mío, anoche oí otra voz más fuerte que la suya, y mi desconsuelo es que estoy por creer que la voz es de Dios. Aquella voz me ha dicho que nosotros, los sacerdotes y obispos, predicamos una falsedad blasfema cada vez que decimos que María tiene el poder para recibir de las manos de Jesucristo los favores que ella le pide. Esto es una mentira, mi señor, temo que sea un error diabólico”.

"M. Chiniquy, ¿qué quiere usted decir con eso? ¿Es usted protestante?"

"No”, le contesté, "no lo soy. He sido llamado protestante muchas veces porque me agrada leer la Biblia. Pero le digo con franqueza que temo sinceramente que prediqué ayer una mentira y que usted, mi señor, predicará otro cuando tenga que decir que necesitamos invocar a María, bajo el pretexto de que Jesús jamás ha rehusado un favor a su madre. Esto es falso”.

"M. Chiniquy, usted va demasiado lejos”.

"No, señor mío”, dije. "No hay por qué hablar más. Aquí está el Evangelio; léalo usted”. Él leyó con sus ojos lo que yo había leído, y mi impresión es que leía muchas palabras por vez primera. El pobre hombre estaba tan sorprendido que permaneció mudo. Finalmente preguntó: "¿Qué significa eso?"

"Bien”, dije yo, "este es el Evangelio, y aquí usted ve que María fue a Jesucristo a pedirle un favor, y Él no sólo la reprendió, sino que se negó considerarla como su madre. La rechazo públicamente para que supiéramos que María es su madre como hombre, y no como Dios”.

El Obispo estaba fuera de sí. Le pedí que me permitiera hacerle algunas preguntas. "Señor, mío, ¿quién lo ha salvado a usted, y quién me ha salvado en la cruz ?"
"Jesucristo”, me contestó.

"¿Y quién pagó sus deudas y las mías, derramando su sangre?"
Él contestó: "Jesucristo”.

"Ahora bien, señor mío, cuando Jesús y María estuvieron sobre la tierra, ¿quién amo más al pecador, María o Jesús?"

Y él de nuevo contestó que Jesús.

"¿Fue alguna vez un pecador a María en la tierra para ser salvo ?"

"No”.

"¿Alguna vez Jesús invitó a los pecadores a venir a él para ser salvos? ¿O a María?"

"Oh, a él, no a ella”, contestó mi superior.

"¿Ha retirado sus palabras?"

"No”.

"Entonces, señor mío, puesto que Jesús y María están ahora en los cielos, ¿puede usted mostrar en las Escrituras que Jesús ha perdido algo de sus deseos y poder para salvar a los pecadores, o ha dado este poder a María?"

El pobre hombre quedó como condenado a muerte. Temblaba. Se excusó por tener un negocio, y me dejó. Su "negocio" fue que no supo qué decir.

Yo estaba persuadido, pero no convertido. Muchos lazos me ataban al Papa. Otras luchas tenían que ser libradas antes de que yo pudiera romper las cadenas que me tenían ligado.

En 1851 fui a Illinois en los Estados Unidos a petición de los obispos para fundar una colonia de habla francesa. Llevaba conmigo unos 75.000 canadienses francoparlantes, y nos establecimos en las magnificas llanuras de ese estado norteamericano para tomar posesión de la región en nombre de la iglesia de Roma. Era hombre acomodado, y compré Biblias para dar una a cada familia. El Obispo se puso disgustado, pero yo no tenía la intención de abandonar la iglesia, sino necesitaba guiar mi pueblo tanto como podía en el camino en que Cristo quería.

El obispo de Chicago hizo en aquel tiempo una cosa que nosotros los latinos no pudimos tolerar. Fue un gran crimen y yo le escribí al Papa. Él ordenó que aquel fuese destituido. Fue enviado en su lugar otro, quien comisionó a su vicario para hacer la paz con nosotros.

El vicario me dijo: "M. Chiniquy, tenemos mucho gusto que haya conseguido que fuera despedido el obispo anterior, pues era un hombre malo; pero hay la sospecha en muchos lugares que usted ya no está en la iglesia de Roma. Se sospecha que es hereje y protestante. ¿Quisiera darnos un documento por el que pudiera probar a todo el mundo que usted y su pueblo son todavía buenos católicos romanos?"

Le contesté: "No tengo ninguna objeción”.

Me parecía una espléndida oportunidad para aquietar la voz que turbaba mi fe. Quise persuadirme por este medio que en la iglesia estábamos realmente siguiendo la Palabra de Dios y no las tradiciones de hombres. Escribí:

Muy señor mío: Nosotros los canadienses franceses de la Colonia de Illinois queremos vivir en la santa iglesia católica, apostólica y romana, fuera de la cual no hay salvación, y para probar esto a vuestra señorío, prometemos obedecer a vuestra autori-dad conforme a la Palabra de Dios, como la encon-tramos en el Evangelio de Cristo.

Firmé esto e hice que los míos lo firmaran. Se lo entregué al vicario y le pregunté qué pensaba. Él contestó: "Es exactamente lo que deseamos”. Me aseguró que el Obispo aceptaría mi escrito y que todo estaría bien.

Cuando el Obispo hubo leído la sumisión la encontró buena. Dijo: "Oh, tengo tanto gusto de que haya firmado su sumisión, pues temía-mos que usted y los suyos se hicieran protestantes. "

Amigos míos, para mostrar mi ceguedad, debo confesar con vergüenza que yo tenía mucho gusto al estar bien con el Obispo, cuando aún no estaba en paz con Dios. Él me dio una "carta de paz”, por la cual declaraba que yo era uno de sus mejores sacerdotes, y volví a los míos con el objeto de permanecer allí. Pero Dios miró hacia mí en su misericordia, y quiso quebrantar aquella que era paz con el hombre pero no con él.

Salido yo, el obispo fue a la oficina de telégrafos y avisó a otros obispos mi sumisión. Les preguntó su opinión al respecto. Unánimemente le contestaron: ¿No ve que Chiniquy es un protestante disfrazado y lo ha hecho a usted protestante? No es a usted a quien hace la sumisión, sino a la Palabra de Dios, y si no destruye esa sumisión, usted también es protestante.

Diez días después recibí una carta de él. Fui a verle, y me preguntó si tenía la carta de paz que me había dado. Se la presenté, y cuando vio que era el documento que deseaba, corrió hacia la estufa y la arrojó al fuego. Me quedé asombrado. Corrí para salvarla, pero no pude.

"¿Cómo se atrevió, señor mío, a tomar de mi mano un documento que es propiedad mía y destruirlo así?"

"M. Chiniquy, soy su superior y no tengo que darle cuenta a usted”.

"Sin duda usted es mi superior, y no soy sino un pobre sacerdote, pero hay un gran Dios que está muy por encima de usted y de mí, y ese Dios me ha concedido derechos que jamás debo renunciar para agradar al hombre. En la presencia de ese Dios protesto esta iniquidad”.

"Bien”, dijo, "¿ha venido usted para predicarme un sermón?"

Le contesté: "No, señor mío, pero quiero saber si me trajo aquí para insultarme”.

"M. Chiniquy, lo traje aquí porque usted me dio un documento que sabía muy bien no era un acto de sumisión”. Dijo que hiciera yo otra, suprimiendo las palabras "conforme a la Palabra de Dios, como la encontramos en el Evangelio de Cristo”.

"Señor mío, lo que me pide no es un acto de sumisión sino de adoración, y lo rehuso”.
"Entonces”, dijo, "si usted no puede darme ese acto de sumisión, no puede seguir como sacerdote catolicorromano”.

Levanté las manos y exclamé: "Sea para siempre bendito el Altísimo Dios”. Tomé mi sombrero y le dejé.

Fui a mi habitación alquilada en el hotel. Caí de rodillas para examinar en la presencia de Dios lo que había sucedido. Vi claramente por vez primera que la iglesia de Roma no podía ser la iglesia de Cristo. Al fin había aprendido la terrible verdad, no de labios de protestantes ni de enemigos de Roma, sino de los labios de esa misma iglesia. Vi que no podía permanecer en ella a menos que eliminara la mención de la Palabra de Dios en mi sumisión a la autoridad de ese sistema. Vi que hacía bien al abandonar a Roma. Pero, ¡oh! que nube tan oscura vino sobre mi. En mis tinieblas clamaba: " ¡Dios mío! ¿dónde está tu iglesia? ¿Cómo puedo ser salvo? ¡Oh Dios de mi salvación!

¿dónde esta tu verdad? ¡Querido Jesús! ¿por qué está mi alma rodeada de tan oscura nube?"

Clamaba a Dios que me mostrara el camino de la salvación, pero por un tiempo Él no me concedió respuesta. ¡Yo había renunciado mi puesto, mis hermanos, todo lo que amaba! Vi que los obispos y sacerdotes me atacarían en la prensa, el púlpito y el terrible confesionario, donde uno no sabe de dónde viene el golpe. Vi que ellos quitarían mi honor y quizás la vida.

Traté de recordar si tenía algún amigo entre los protestantes, pero como en toda mi vida yo había hablado y escrito en contra de ellos, allí no tenía ninguno. Vi que había sido abandonado. Esto era mucho, y en aquella terrible hora si Dios no me hubiera hecho un milagro, habría quedado convertido en cadáver. La vida me vino a ser una carga tal que sentí no poder llevarla por más tiempo. Mi mente se turbaba, y me parecía imposible salir de aquel cuarto al frío mundo donde no encontraría una mano que estrechar ni una sola cara que me sonriera. Al este o al oeste, al sur o al norte, me llamarían infame traidor.

Me parecía que Dios estaba muy lejos, pero Él se encontraba cerca. De pronto vino este pensamiento: "Tienes contigo tu Evangelio; léelo, y encontrarás luz”. De rodillas, y con mano trémula, abrí el libro. No yo sino Dios lo abrió, pues mis ojos cayeron sobre 1 Corintios 7:23: "Por precio fuisteis comprados; no os hagáis siervos de los hombres”.

Con estas palabras me vino la paz y vi por primera vez el gran misterio de la salvaci
ón. Dije: "Jesús me compró; entonces, si Él me ha comprado, ¡me ha salvado! Jesús es mi Dios, y todas las obras de Dios son perfectas. Por tanto, ¡soy perfectamente salvado! Él no ha podido salvarme a medias. ¿Pero que precio pagó para esto? "

La respuesta vino tan repentinamente como un relámpago: La sangre del Cordero derramada en la Cruz; ¡la vida de Jesús dada en el Calvario me ha salvado! Las palabras eran tan dulces que sentí un gozo inefable, como si las fuentes de la vida se hubieran abierto y avenidas de luz nueva se hubieran derramado sobre mi alma.

Con gozo inexplicable dije: "No soy salvo por acudir a María; no por el purgatorio o las indulgencias, confesiones y penitencies. ¡Soy salvo solo por Jesús!" Las doctrinas de Roma huyeron como cae una torre golpeada en su base.

Con un grito exclamé: " ¡Oh! querido Jesús, Tú me has salvado! ¡Don de Dios, te acepto; toma mi corazón y guárdalo siempre como tuyo! Habita en mí para hacerme puro y fuerte; habita en mí para ser mi camino, luz y vida. Concédeme habitar en ti ahora y para siempre”.

"Pero, Jesús Salvador, no me salves a mí sólo; salve también a mi gente. Concédeme mostrarles también el don. ¡Oh! que ellos acepten la dádiva, el regalo, que es Cristo! "

Fue así como encontré el Don inefable, fue de este modo como encontré la luz y el gran misterio de nuestra salvación, tan sencilla y hermosa, tan sublime y grande. Yo había abierto las manos y recibido la Persona y la obra que Él venía ofreciéndome. Era rico en él. Salvo y seguro, como lo estoy ahora.

La salvación, amigos, es un presente, y no tuve otra cosa que hacer sino aceptarla, amando al Dador. Como exclamó nadie menos que San Pablo, siglos antes, pude clamar, "¡Gracias a Dios por su don inefable!" (2Corintios 9:15) Oprimí mi Evangelio con los labios y lo bañé con lágrimas de gozo. Juré que no predicaría otra cosa sino a Jesús y a este crucificado.

Llegué en medio de la gente de la Colonia el domingo por la mañana. Estaban excitados, y corrían hacia mí a preguntar qué nuevas traía. Cuando se hubieran reunido en la inmensa iglesia, que los católicos romanos incendiaron más tarde, les presenté el Don inefable. Pensé al principio que se volverían en contra de mí. Les mostré lo que Dios me había presentado; a su Hijo Jesús como el solo, poderoso Salvador de todo aquel que cree. Manifesté que Él me había enviado el perdón de pecados y vida eterna.

No fue como yo esperaba; resulta que entre esa multitud había muchos que sentían las misma sed que me había agobiado y anhelaban la paz con Dios. Muchos de ellos, habiendo leído su Biblia, reconocían que ni virgen ni rito, ni altar humano ni confesionario era la respuesta a su ardiente anhelo.

Ese día, y en los días y años siguientes, pude predicar, libre ya de las ataduras de Roma, las palabras finales de Romanos capítulo 6:

Cuando erais esclavos del pecado, erais libres acerca de la justicia. ¿Pero qué fruto teníais de aquellas cosas de las cuales ahora os avergonzáis? Porque el fin de aquellas cosas es muerte.

Mas ahora que habéis sido libertados del pecado y hechos siervos de Dios, tened por vuestro fruto la santificación, y como fin, la vida eterna. Porque la paga del pecado es muerte, mas la dádiva de Dios es vida eterna en Cristo Jesús Señor nuestro.


Amigos, el Dios poderoso que me salvó (y me ha guardado por largos años) os puede salvar. Al que obra, escribió San Pablo, no se le cuenta el salario como gracia, sino como deuda. [ De allí las penitencies, las confesiones y la continua infructuosa búsqueda del pobre católico, por sincero que sea. La tal persona está viendo tan sólo su gran deuda. ] Mas al que no obra, sino cree en aquel que justifica al impío, su fe le es contada por justicia. (Romanos 4:4,5 )

Mucho más allá de lo que yo pensaba, mi gente dejó aquellas cosas que nunca dieron lo que prometieron, para poner la mirada de fe en Jesús, el solo mediador entre Dios y los hombres.

Oro por los católicos de América, que puedan recibir el inefable don, la dádiva de Dios. Oro por los amigos lectores, que encontréis, cada cual por sí, la vida eterna en Cristo Jesús.








I was born and baptized a Roman Catholic in 1809, and I was ordained priest in the year 1833, in Canada. I am now in my seventy-fourth year, and it is nearly fifty years since I received the dignity of the priesthood in the Church of Rome.

 

For twenty-five years I was a priest of that Church, and I tell you frankly that I loved the Church of Rome, and she loved me. I would have shed every drop of my blood for my Church and would have given a thousand times my life to extend her power and dignity over the continent of America, and over the whole world. My great ambition was to convert the Protestants, and bring them into my Church, because I was told, and I preached, that outside the Church of Rome there was no salvation, and I was sorry to think that those multitudes of Protestants were to be lost.

 

A few years after I was born we lived in a place where there were no schools. My mother became my first teacher, and the first book in which she taught me to read was the Bible. When I was eight or nine years old I read the Divine Book with an incredible pleasure, and my heart was much taken up with the beauty of the Word of God. My mother selected the chapters she wished me to read, and the attention I gave to it was such that, many times, I refused to go and play with the little boys outside in order to enjoy the pleasure of reading the Holy Book. Some of the chapters I loved more than others, and these I learned by heart.

 

But after my mother died, the Bible disappeared from the house, probably through the priest who had tried to obtain possession of it before. Now this Bible is the root of everything in this story. That is the light which was put into my soul when young, and, thanks be to God, that light has never been extinguished. It has remained there. It is to that dear Bible, by the mercy of God, that I owe today the unspeakable joy which I feel at being among the redeemed, among those who have received the light, and are drinking at the pure fountain of truth.

 

But perhaps you are inclined to say, "Do not the Roman Catholic priests allow their people to read the Bible?" Yes I thank God that it is so. It is a fact that today, almost all over the world, the Church of Rome grants permission to read the Bible, and you will find the Bible in the homes of some Roman Catholics.

 

But when we have confessed this we must tell the whole truth. When the priest puts the Bible in the hands of his people, or when a priest receives the Bible from his church, there is a condition. The condition is that though the priest or people may read the Bible, they must never, under any circumstances, interpret a single word according to their conscience, their intelligence, or in their own mind. When I was ordained a priest I swore that I would interpret the Scriptures only according to the unanimous consent of the Holy Fathers.

 

Friends, go to Roman Catholics today, and ask them if they have permission to read the Bible. They will tell you, "Yes, I can read it." But ask, "Have you permission to interpret it?" They will tell you, "No." The priest says positively to the people, and the Church says positively to the priest, that they cannot interpret a single word of the Bible according to their own intelligence and their own conscience, and that it is a grievous sin to take upon themselves the interpretation of a single word. The priest says in effect to the people, "If you try to interpret the Bible with your own intelligence you are lost. It is a most dangerous book. You may read it, but it is better not to read it, because you cannot understand it."

 

What is the result of such teaching? The result is that though both the priests and the people have the Bible in their hands, they do not read it. Would you read a book if you were persuaded that you cannot understand a single word by yourself? Would you be such fools as to waste your time reading a book which you were persuaded you could not understand a single line of? Then, my friends, this is the truth about the Church of Rome. They have a great number of Bibles. You will find Bibles on the tables of the priests and of Catholic laymen, but among ten thousand priests there are not two who read the Bible from the beginning to the end and pay any attention to it. They read a few pages here and there; that is all.

 

In the Church of Rome the Bible is a sealed book but it was not so with me. I found it precious to my heart when I was a little boy, and when I became a priest of Rome I read it to make me a strong man, and to make me able to argue for the Church.

My great object was to confound the Protestant ministers of America' I got a copy of the "Holy Fathers," and I studied it day and night with the Holy Scriptures, in order to prepare myself for the great battle I wanted to fight against the Protestants. I made this study in order to strengthen my faith in the Roman Catholic Church.


But, blessed be God! every time I read the Bible there was a mysterious voice saying to me "Do you not see that in the Church of Rome you do not follow the teachings of the Word of God , but only the traditions of men?" In the silent hours of the night, when I heard that voice, I wept and cried, but it was repeated with the strength of thunder. I wanted to live and die in the Holy Roman Catholic Church, and I prayed to God to silence the voice, but I beard it yet still louder. When I was reading His word He was trying to break my fetters, but I would not have my fetters broken. He came to me with His saving light, but I would not have it.


I have no bad feeling against Roman Catholic priests. Some of you may think I have. You are mistaken. Sometimes I weep for them because I know that the poor men-just as I did-are fighting against the Lord, and that they are miserable as I was miserable then. If I relate to you one of the struggles of which I speak, you will understand what it is to be a Roman Catholic priest, and you will pray for them.

 

In Montreal there is a splendid cathedral, capable of holding 15,000 people. I used to preach there very often. One day the Bishop asked me to speak on the Virgin Mary, and I was glad to do so. I said to those people what I thought to be true then, and what the priests believe and preach everywhere. Here is the sermon I preached:

 

"My dear friends, when a man has rebelled against his king, when he has committed a great crime against his emperor, does he come himself to speak to him? If he has a favour to ask from his king, dare he, under the circumstances, appear himself in his presence? No; the king would rebuke him, and would punish him. Then, what does he do? Instead of going himself he selects one of the friends of the king, some one of his officers, sometimes the sister or the mother of the king, and he puts his petition into their hands. They go and speak in favour of the guilty man. They ask his pardon, they appease his wrath, and very often the king will grant to these people the favour which he would refuse to the guilty man."

 

"Then", I said. "we are all sinners, we have all offended the great and mighty King, the King of Kings. We have raised rebellious colors against Him. We have trampled His laws under our feet, and surely He is angry against us. What can we do today? Shall we go ourselves with our hands filled with our iniquities? No! But, thanks to God, we have Mary the mother of Jesus, our King, at His right hand, and as a dutiful son never refuses any favour to a beloved mother, so Jesus will never refuse any favour to Mary. He has never refused any petition which she presented to Him when He was on earth. He has never rebuked His mother in any way. Where is the son who would break the heart of a loving mother, when he could rejoice her by granting her what she wants? Then I say, Jesus, the King of Kings, is not only the Son of God, but He is the Son of Mary, and loves His mother. And as He has never refused any favour of Mary when He was on earth; He will never refuse her any favour today. Then what must we do? Oh! we cannot present ourselves before the great King, covered as we are with iniquity. Let us present our petitions to His holy mother; she will go to the feet of Jesus, herself, Jesus, her God and her son, and she will surely receive the favours which she will ask; she will ask our pardon and will obtain it. She will ask a place in the Kingdom of Christ, and you will have it. She will ask from Jesus to forget your iniquities, to grant you the true repentance, and He will give you anything his mother may ask of Him."

 

My hearers were so happy at the idea of having such an advocate at the feet of Jesus interceding for them day and night, that they all burst into tears, and were beside themselves with joy that Mary was to ask and obtain their pardon.

I thought at the time that this was not only the religion of Christ, but that it was the religion of common sense, and that nothing could be said against it. After the sermon the Bishop came to me and blessed me, and thanked me, saying that the sermon would do great good in Montreal.

 

That night I went on my knees, and took my Bible, and my heart was full of joy because of the good sermon I had given in the morning. I opened and read from Matthew 12:46, the following words:

 

"While He yet talked to the people, behold, His mother and His brethren stood without, desiring to speak with Him. Then said one unto Him, 'Behold Thy mother and Thy brethren stand without desiring to speak with Thee.' But He answered and said to him that told Him, 'Who is My mother, and who are My brethren?' And he stretched forth His hand toward His disciples and said, 'Behold! My mother and My brethren, for whosoever shall do the will of My Father which is in Heaven, the same is My brother, and sister, and mother."

 

When I had read these words there was a voice speaking to me more terrible than the voice of loud thunder saying, "Chiniquy, you preached a lie this morning; when you said that Mary had always received the favours which she had asked from Jesus. Do you not see that Mary comes to ask a favour, that is, to see her son, during whose absence she has been lonesome., and who has left her during many months to preach the Gospel?" When Mary got to the place where Jesus was preaching, the place was so crammed that she could not enter . What will she do? She will do what every mother would do in her place. She raises her voice and requests Him to come and see her; but while Jesus hears the voice of His mother, and with His divine eyes sees her, does He grant her petition? No. He shuts His ears to her voice and hardens His heart against her prayer. It is a public rebuke, and she feels it keenly. The people are astonished. They are puzzled, almost scandalized. They turn to Christ, and they say to Him, "Why don't you come and speak to your mother?" What does Jesus say? He gives no answer except this extraordinary one: "Who is My mother, and who are My brethren?" and, looking upon His disciples, He says: "Behold, My mother, My brethren, and My sisters." As for Mary, she is left alone, and publicly rebuked.

 

And then the voice spoke to me again with the power of thunder, telling me to read again in St. Mark 3:31-35. You will find the same incident both in Mark and in Luke 8:19-21. Instead of granting her petition Jesus replied in such a way as to publicly rebuke His mother. And then the voice spoke to me with terrific power, telling me that Jesus, so long as He was a little boy, obeyed Joseph and His mother; but as soon as Jesus presented Himself before the world as the Son of God, as the Saviour of the world, as the great Light of humanity, then Mary had to disappear. It is to Jesus alone that the eyes of the world must be turned to receive Light and Life.

 

Then, my friends, the voice spoke to me all the night: "Chiniquy, Chiniquy, you have told a lie this morning, and you were preaching a lot of fables and nonsense; and you preach against the Scriptures when you say that Mary has the power to grant any favour from Jesus." I prayed and I wept, and it was a sleepless night with me.

 

The next morning I went to table with the Bishop Prince, the coadjutor, who had invited me to breakfast.

 

He said to me, "M. Chiniquy, you look like a man who has spent the night in tears. What is the matter with you?"

 

I said, "My lord, you are correct. I am desolate above measure."

 

"What is the matter?" he asked.

 

"Oh! I cannot tell you here," I said. "Will you please give me one hour in your room alone? I will tell you a mystery which will puzzle you."

 

After breakfast I went out with him and said:

 

"Yesterday you paid me a great compliment because of the sermon in which I proved that Jesus had always granted the petitions of His mother. But, my lord, last night I heard another voice, stronger than yours, and my trouble is that I believe that voice is the voice of God. That voice has told me that we Roman Catholic priests and bishops preach a falsehood every time we say to the people that Mary has always the power to receive from the hands of Jesus Christ the favours which she asks. This is a lie, my lord-this, I fear, is a diabolical and damning error."

 

The Bishop then said, "M. Chiniquy, what do you mean? Are you a Protestant?"

 

"No," I said, "I'm not a Protestant." (Many times I had been called a Protestant because I was so fond of the Bible.) "But I tell you, face to face, that I sincerely fear that yesterday I preached a lie, and that you, my lord, will preach one also the next time you say that we must invoke Mary, under the pretext that Jesus has never refused any favour to His mother. This is false."

 

The Bishop said, "M. Chiniquy, you go too far!"

 

"No, my lord," I said, "it is of no use to talk. Here is the Gospel; read it."

 

I put the Gospel into the hands of the Bishop, and he read with his own eyes what I have already quoted, My impression was that he read those words for the first time. The poor man was so much surprised that he remained mute and trembling. Finally he asked, "What does that mean?"

 

"Well," I said, "this is the Gospel; and here you see that Mary has come to ask from Jesus Christ a favour, and He has not only rebuked her, but has refused to consider her as His mother. He did this publicly, that we might know that Mary is the mother of Jesus as man, and not as God."

 

The Bishop was beside himself. He could not answer Me.

 

I then asked to be allowed to put him a few questions. I said, "My lord, who has saved you and saved me upon the Cross?"

He answered, "Jesus Christ."

 

"And who paid your debts and mine by shedding His blood; was it Mary or Jesus?"

 

He said, "Jesus Christ."

 

"Now, my lord, when Jesus and Mary were on earth, who loved the sinner more; was it Mary or Jesus?"

 

And again be answered that it was Jesus.

 

"Did any sinner come to Mary on earth to be saved?"

 

"No."

 

"Do you remember that any sinner has gone to Jesus to be saved?"

 

"Yes, many."

 

"Have they been rebuked?

 

"Never."

 

"Do you remember that Jesus ever said to sinners, 'Come to Mary and she will save you'?"

 

" No", he said.

 

"Do you remember that Jesus has said to poor sinners, 'Come unto me'?"

 

"Yes. He has said it."

 

"Has He ever retracted those words?"

 

"No!"

 

"And who was, then, the more powerful to save sinners?" I asked.

 

"Oh! it was Jesus!"

 

"Now, my lord, since Jesus and Mary are now in Heaven, can you show me in the Scriptures that Jesus has lost anything of His desire and power to save sinners, or that He has delegated this power to Mary?"

 

And the Bishop answered, "No."

 

"Then, my lord," I asked ' "why do we not go to Him, and Him alone? Why do we invite poor sinners to come to Mary, when, by your own confession she is nothing compared with Jesus, in power, in mercy, in love, and in compassion for the sinner?"

Then the poor Bishop was as a man who is condemned to death. He trembled before me, and as he could not answer me, be pleaded business and left me. His "business" was that he could not answer me.

 

But I was still not converted. There were many links by which I was still tied to the feet of the Pope. There were other battles to be fought before I could break the chains which bound me.

 

But in those days, though I was troubled I had not lost my zeal for my Church. The Bishops had given me great power and authority, and the Pope had raised me above many others, and I had the hope, with many others, that little by little, we might reform the Church in many things.

 

In 1851 1 went to Illinois to found a French colony. I took with me about 75,000 French Canadians, and settled on the magnificent prairies of Illinois, to take possession in the name of the Church of Rome. After I had begun my great work of colonization I became a rich man. I bought many Bibles and gave one to almost every family. The Bishop was very angry at me for this, but I did not care. I had no idea of giving up the Church of Rome, but I wanted to guide my people as well as I could in the way in which Christ wanted me to lead them.

 

Now the Bishop of Chicago did a thing at that time which we Frenchmen could not tolerate. It was a great crime, and I wrote to the Pope and got him dismissed. Another Bishop was sent in his place, who deputed his Grand Vicar to visit me.

 

The Grand Vicar said to me, "M. Chiniquy, we are very glad that you have got the former Bishop dismissed, for he was a bad man: but it is suspected in many places that you are no more in the Church of Rome. It is suspected that you are a heretic and a Protestant . Will you not give us a document by which we can prove to all the world that you and your people are still good Roman Catholics?"

 

I said, "I have no objection."

 

He rejoined, "It is the desire of the new Bishop, whom the Pope has sent, to have such a document from you."

 

I then took a piece of paper-and it seemed to me that this was a golden opportunity to silence the voice which was speaking to me day and night and troubling my faith. I wanted to persuade myself by this means that in the Roman Catholic Church we were really following the Word of God, and not merely "traditions of men." I wrote down these very words:

 

"My lord, we French Canadians of the colony of Illinois want to live in the Holy Catholic Apostolic and Roman Church, out of which there is no salvation, and to prove this to your lordship we promise to obey your authority according to the Word of God, as we find it in the Gospel of Christ."

 

I signed that and offered it to my people to sign, and they did. I then gave it to the Grand Vicar, and asked him what he thought of it. He said, "It is just what we want." He assured me that the Bishop would accept it, and all would be right.

When the Bishop had read the submission, he too found it right, and with tears of joy said: "I am so glad that you have made your submission, because we were in fear that you and your people would turn Protestants."

 

My friends, to show you my blindness, I must confess to my shame, that I was glad to have made my peace with the Bishop, a man, when I was not yet at peace with God. The Bishop gave me a "letter of peace," by which he declared that I was one of his best priests, and I went back to my countrymen with the determination to remain there. But God looked down upon me in His mercy, and He was to break that peace which was peace with man and not with God.

 

The Bishop, after my departure, went to the telegraph office and telegraphed my submission to the other bishops, and asked them what they thought of it. They unanimously answered him the very same day: "Do you not see that Chiniquy is a disguised Protestant, and he has made a Protestant of you? It is not to you that he makes submission; be makes his submission to the Word of God. If you do not destroy that submission you are a Protestant yourself."

 

Ten days later I received a letter from the Bishop, and when I went to him he asked me if I had the "letter of peace" he had given me the other day. I produced it, and when he saw it was that letter, he ran to his stove and threw it into the fire. I was astonished. I rushed to the fire to save my letter, but it was too late. It was destroyed.

 

Then I turned to the Bishop, and I said, "How dare you, my lord, take from my hand a document which is my property, and destroy it without my consent?"

 

He replied, "M. Chiniquy, I am your superior, and I have no account to give you."

 

"You are indeed, my lord, my superior, and I am nothing but a poor priest, but there is a great God who is as much above you as above me, and that God has granted me rights which I will never give up to please any man; in the presence of that God I protest against your iniquity."

 

"Well," be said, "do you come here to give me a lecture?"

 

I replied, "No, my lord; but I want to know if you brought me here to insult me?"

 

"M. Chiniquy," he said, "I brought you here because you gave me a document which you know very well was not an act of submission."

 

Then I answered, "Tell me, what act of submission do you require of me?"

 

He said, "You must begin by taking away these few words 'according to the Word of God, as we find it in the Gospel of Christ', and say simply that you promise to obey my authority without any condition; that you will promise to do whatever I tell you."

 

Then I got to my feet, and I said, "My lord, what you require of me is not an act of submission, but an act of adoration, and I refuse it to you."

 

"Then," said he, "if you cannot give me that act of submission, you cannot any longer be a Roman Catholic priest."

 

I raised my hands to God, and said, "May Almighty God be forever blessed," and I took my hat and left the Bishop.

 

I went to the hotel where I had engaged a room, and locked the door behind me. I fell on my knees to examine what I had done in the presence of God. Then I saw, for the first time clearly, that the Church of Rome could not be the Church of Christ. I had learned the terrible truth, not from the lips of Protestants, not from her enemies, but from the lips of the Church of Rome herself. I saw that I could not remain in it except by giving up the Word of God in a formal document. Then I saw that I had done well to give up the Church of Rome. But oh! my friends, what a dark cloud came upon me! In my darkness I cried out, "My God, my God, why is it that my soul is surrounded with such a dark cloud?"

 

With tears I cried to God to show me the way, but for a time, no answer was vouchsafed. I had given up the Church of Rome; I had given up position, honour, my brothers and sisters, everything that was dear to me! I saw that the Pope, the Bishops, and the priests would attack me in the press, and in the pulpit. I saw that they would take away my honour and my name and perhaps my life. I saw that war to the death was begun between the Church of Rome and me, and I looked to see if any friends had been left to me to help me fight the battle, but not a single friend remained, I saw that even my dearest friends were bound to curse me, and look upon me as an infamous traitor. I saw that my people would reject me, that my beloved country, where I had so many friends, would curse me, and that I bad become an object of horror to the world.

 

Then I tried to remember if I had some friends amongst the Protestants, but as I had spoken and written against them all my life, I had not a single friend there. I saw that I was left all alone to fight the battle. It was too much and in that terrible hour, if God had not wrought a miracle, I should not have been able to bear it. It seemed impossible for me to go out from that room into the cold world, where I should not find a single hand to shake my hand, or a single smiling face to look upon me, but where I should see only those looking upon me as a traitor.

 

It seemed that God was far away, but He was very near. Suddenly the thought entered my mind: "You have your Gospel; read it, and you will find the light." On my knees, and with trembling hand, I opened the book. Not I, but God opened it, for my eyes fell on I Cor. 7:23: "Ye are bought with a price, be not ye the servants of men."

 

With these words the light came to me, and for the first time I saw the great mystery of salvation, as much as man can see it. I said to myself, "Jesus has bought me; then, if Jesus has bought me, He has saved me; I am saved! Jesus is my God! All the works of God are perfect! I am, then, perfectly saved-Jesus could not save me by half. I am saved in the blood of the Lamb; I am saved by the death of Jesus." And these words were so sweet to me that I felt unspeakable joy, as if the fountains of life were open and floods of new light were flowing in upon my soul. I said to myself, "I am not saved, as I thought, by going to Mary; I am not saved by purgatory, or by indulgences confessions or penances. I am saved by Jesus alone!" And all the false doctrines of Rome went away from my mind as falls a tower which is struck at the base.

 

I then felt such a joy, such a peace, that the angels of God could not be more happy than I was. The blood of the Lamb was flowing on my poor guilty soul. With a loud cry of joy I said, "Oh! dear Jesus, I feel it, I know it; Thou hast saved me! Oh! Gift of God, I accept Thee! Take my heart and keep it forever Thine. Gift of God, abide in me to make me pure and strong; abide in me to be my way, my light, and my life; grant that I may abide in Thee now and forever! But, dear Jesus, do not save me alone; save my people; grant me to show them the Gift also! Oh! that they may accept Thee and feel rich and happy as I am now."

 

It was thus I found the Light and the great mystery of our salvation, which is so simple and so beautiful, so sublime and so grand. I had opened the hands of my soul and accepted the gift. I was rich in the gift. Salvation, my friends, is a gift; you have nothing to do but to accept it, love it , and love the Giver. I pressed the Gospel to my lips, and swore I would never preach anything but Jesus.

 

I arrived in the midst of my colony on a Sabbath morning. The whole people were exceeding excited and ran towards me, and asked what news. When they were gathered in the church, I presented to them The Gift. I showed to them what God had presented to me, His Son Jesus as a gift-and, through Jesus, the pardon of my sins, and life eternal as a gift. Then, not knowing whether they would receive the gift or not, I said to them: "It is time for me to go away from you, my friends. I have left the Roman Catholic Church forever. I have taken the gift of Christ, but I respect you too much to impose myself on you; if you think it is better for you to follow the Pope than to follow Christ, and to invoke the name of Mary than the name of Jesus, in order to be saved, tell it to me by rising up."

 

To my exceeding great surprise the whole multitude remained in their seats, filling the church with their sobs and tears. I thought some of them would tell me to go, but not one did so. And as I watched I saw a change come over them-a marvelous change, which cannot be explained in natural ways-and I said to them, with a cry of joy:

 

"The mighty God who saved me yesterday can save you today. With me you will cross the Red Sea and go into the Promised Land. With me you will accept the great gift-you will be happy and rich in the gift. I will put the question to you in another way. If you think it is better for you to follow Christ than the Pope, to invoke the name of Jesus alone than the name of Mary, that it is better to put your trust only in the blood of the Lamb shed on the Cross for your sins, than in the fabulous purgatory of Rome, after your death to be saved; and if you think it is better for you to have me preach to you the pure Gospel of Christ, than to have a priest preach to you the doctrines of Rome tell it to me by rising up-I am your man!"
And all, without a single exception, rose to their feet, and, with tears, asked me to remain with them.

 

The Gift, the great, the unspeakable Gift had, for the first time, come before their eyes in its beauty; they had found it precious; they had accepted it; and no words can tell you the joy of that multitude. Like myself they felt rich and happy in the Gift. The names of one thousand souls, I believe, were written in the Book of Life that day. Six months later we were two thousand converts; a year later we were about four thousand! And now we are nearly twenty-five thousand who have washed their robes and made them white in the blood of the Lamb.

 

The news spread quickly all over America, and even in France and England-that Chiniquy, the best known priest of Canada, had left the Church of Rome, at the head of a noble band of men. And wherever it was said, the name of Jesus was blessed, and I hope you will bless the merciful and adorable Saviour today with me, when it is my privilege to have told you what He has done for my soul.

 

Pray for the Roman Catholics of America and everywhere, that I may be the instrument of the mercies of God toward them; that they may all receive, with you, the unspeakable Gift; may love and glorify the Gift during the few days of our pilgrimage here, and throughout all eternity. Amen.